Life isnt always what it seems to be
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though you are so far we are a team
In every sleep i meet you in my dream
In the future i cant wait to see
When i have you so close to me
When something is real its hard to conceal
You cant imagine all the pain i feel
Its kinda hard with you not being around
I know you are reading this and smiling down
But till the day we meet again sana
In my heart is where i keep you sana
Your memories give me strength i need to proceed
Your thoughts give me the courage to believe
My feelings for you i just cant define
I wish i could turn back the hands of time
I'll give anything to hear half your breath
We'll always be together even after death....
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Some songs worth listening....
The only word to describe the following songs, is "U N B E L I E V A B L E".
They happen to be my fav songs as well... they just make my day and lift me up when im down... they drive me into such a feeling thats difficult to express... i mean they are just perfect, they lyrics, the beats, music, singers voice, etc, etc. And they happen to carry the same theme and message that i always carry in my heart and can never express in words....
Dreams by The Game
Juicy by Notorious B.I.G
My block by Tupac Shakur
Missing you by P.Diddy
I believe in you by Kylie Minogue
Like toy soldier by Eminem
Life's a bitch by Nas
Momma loves me by Jay-Z
If i had a million dollars by Eminem
Naughty girl by Beyonce
Capital punishment by Big Pun
Family business by Kanye West
Please dont stop the music by Rihanna
They happen to be my fav songs as well... they just make my day and lift me up when im down... they drive me into such a feeling thats difficult to express... i mean they are just perfect, they lyrics, the beats, music, singers voice, etc, etc. And they happen to carry the same theme and message that i always carry in my heart and can never express in words....
Dreams by The Game
Juicy by Notorious B.I.G
My block by Tupac Shakur
Missing you by P.Diddy
I believe in you by Kylie Minogue
Like toy soldier by Eminem
Life's a bitch by Nas
Momma loves me by Jay-Z
If i had a million dollars by Eminem
Naughty girl by Beyonce
Capital punishment by Big Pun
Family business by Kanye West
Please dont stop the music by Rihanna
Friday, July 25, 2008
Quotes...
Some quotes.... weird n strange quotes....
Some quotes are my own quotes... some are taken...
My dreams are the only place I feel alive....
The person who said their was no second change in life was a stupid mothaf***
In life all u need is a dream n the will to make it happen....
Sleep is the cousin of death...
Reality is wrong, dreamz r for real...
A man's dreams are an index to his greatness...
It is not length of life, but depth of life...
Heart in my hand and ready to be torn....
Ready to die...
:INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES:
Happiness is not by chance, but by choice.
A man without a smiling face must not open a shop.
To be a great champion you must believe you are the best. If you’re not, pretend you are.
The optimist sees opportunity in every danger; the pessimist sees danger in every opportunity.
Eagles come in all shapes and sizes, but you will recognize them chiefly by their attitudes.
Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it.
You dont take any chance or risk or play a game to come second, u wanna be 1st.
Loosing is not bad its just how u take it.
Defeat has given a reason to be around and im gonna come back n kick ur butt again.
The size of your success is measured by the strength of your desire, size of your dream and how you handle disappointment along the way.
The only difference between a rich person and poor is how
they use their time.
It is not how much you make that counts but how much money you keep.
The rich dont work for money, the poor and middle class workj
for money. The rich have money work for them.
Realism is for people who lack imagination.
If you want happiness for an hour — take a nap.
If you want happiness for a day — go fishing.
If you want happiness for a year — inherit a fortune.
If you want happiness for a lifetime — help someone else.
Some quotes are my own quotes... some are taken...
My dreams are the only place I feel alive....
The person who said their was no second change in life was a stupid mothaf***
In life all u need is a dream n the will to make it happen....
Sleep is the cousin of death...
Reality is wrong, dreamz r for real...
A man's dreams are an index to his greatness...
It is not length of life, but depth of life...
Heart in my hand and ready to be torn....
Ready to die...
:INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES:
Happiness is not by chance, but by choice.
A man without a smiling face must not open a shop.
To be a great champion you must believe you are the best. If you’re not, pretend you are.
The optimist sees opportunity in every danger; the pessimist sees danger in every opportunity.
Eagles come in all shapes and sizes, but you will recognize them chiefly by their attitudes.
Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it.
You dont take any chance or risk or play a game to come second, u wanna be 1st.
Loosing is not bad its just how u take it.
Defeat has given a reason to be around and im gonna come back n kick ur butt again.
The size of your success is measured by the strength of your desire, size of your dream and how you handle disappointment along the way.
The only difference between a rich person and poor is how
they use their time.
It is not how much you make that counts but how much money you keep.
The rich dont work for money, the poor and middle class workj
for money. The rich have money work for them.
Realism is for people who lack imagination.
If you want happiness for an hour — take a nap.
If you want happiness for a day — go fishing.
If you want happiness for a year — inherit a fortune.
If you want happiness for a lifetime — help someone else.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
My msn names...
I'll be posting my msn names here... i've got about 200 ppl added on my msn list.. and i believe that ive got the best msn names and online friends even copy my style and names...
i'll keep editing and updating this post....
this week my msn name is:
Live for everything, die for nothing...
last week i had:
An Ammar is forever....
Heart in my hand and ready to be torn...
other names are
Ready to die...
An Ammar is forver...
Born again...
i'll keep editing and updating this post....
this week my msn name is:
Live for everything, die for nothing...
last week i had:
An Ammar is forever....
Heart in my hand and ready to be torn...
other names are
Ready to die...
An Ammar is forver...
Born again...
Monday, July 21, 2008
The most shocking moment in South Africa...
We decided to form a small business partnership with the next door Indians, everything was ready, we almost signed the contract, my dad and cousin brought the stock for the new shop... My cousin had to leave his job and arrived just for this new shop... we did so much effort... BUT at the last moment.... the Indian thought hez a smart ass and cancelled the partnership... we all were so furious... especially my dad who lost his temper and wanted to beat him...
that was just so shocking... i am so worried now (cuz i organised everything and im the one who was suppose to manage the new shop) cuz that was only chance where i could show my dad that im serious about business and to show him that i've matured...
But as life goes on.... i have contacted my connection in the city.. met some friends... they said they'll organise a shop for me... then we can start the shop again....
Ya Allah plz help us....
that was just so shocking... i am so worried now (cuz i organised everything and im the one who was suppose to manage the new shop) cuz that was only chance where i could show my dad that im serious about business and to show him that i've matured...
But as life goes on.... i have contacted my connection in the city.. met some friends... they said they'll organise a shop for me... then we can start the shop again....
Ya Allah plz help us....
I want to be Psychiatrist & everything.....
Yes, i have decided to study further.... no matter what it takes.... i'll study over the internet....
i wanna do Masters in Psychology
and then everything like..
Masters in Crminalogy..
Masters in Computer sciences..
everything...
so far i have done
Masters in Islamiyat..
Masters in English...
wish me good luck...
i wanna do Masters in Psychology
and then everything like..
Masters in Crminalogy..
Masters in Computer sciences..
everything...
so far i have done
Masters in Islamiyat..
Masters in English...
wish me good luck...
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Time changes dust to stone...
No one and i mean it no one have heard this before.... but if u think about it, think deeply... by closing your eyez in a dark room where silence dominates... At tis moment on 19th of July 2008 at 6:22pm i Ammar Ali is nothing but this saying that time change dust to stone, btw im a dust atm... i will be something.... i have to be something.. cuz Allah has sent me here in this world so im here to leave my mark on it....
Dark thoughts....
Dear blog!
The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see. The pain someone feels. Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions
Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in? But time's a precious thing to waste, but friends are more precious-NO friends are useless...
The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom. Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words...
Truly yours,
Ali Ammar
The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see. The pain someone feels. Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions
Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in? But time's a precious thing to waste, but friends are more precious-NO friends are useless...
The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom. Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words...
Truly yours,
Ali Ammar
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Aj main bohat udas tha....
Aj Main Bohat Udas Tha,
Apna na Koi Pass Tha ,
Yaadian ! kuch Ayeen Thii ,
Anso Be Sath Layeen Thii,
Lehrain Uthee Thii Kuch Ghum ki,
Alam e Bebasi Ka kuch Youn Tha,
Kashmakash Hai Samandar Main Ghum,
Tanhai ka Azab Main Muhabbaton Ka Sarab Main,
Awaz mari Apno Ki Ghunjhati Mari Kano Main,
Sawal Un ke Ankho Main Jwab Mary Ansoo Main,
Mousam E Dil Bohat Kharab Tha,
Aj Main Bohat udas Tha,
Apna na koi Pass Tha !!!!
Apna na Koi Pass Tha ,
Yaadian ! kuch Ayeen Thii ,
Anso Be Sath Layeen Thii,
Lehrain Uthee Thii Kuch Ghum ki,
Alam e Bebasi Ka kuch Youn Tha,
Kashmakash Hai Samandar Main Ghum,
Tanhai ka Azab Main Muhabbaton Ka Sarab Main,
Awaz mari Apno Ki Ghunjhati Mari Kano Main,
Sawal Un ke Ankho Main Jwab Mary Ansoo Main,
Mousam E Dil Bohat Kharab Tha,
Aj Main Bohat udas Tha,
Apna na koi Pass Tha !!!!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
My trip to Pakistan
Well! i have to admit that life is nothing but a game and life is very fast, faster than the lightning which strikes a lonely heart. I came back from Pakistan, cant believe it hey? Lived there like a KING for about 4 and half months.I aint bragging, im remembering Allah's blessings onto me. We were cool with that.
Anyways, so many things happened, my eyes are still full of some wonderful sights of the wonderful country, my homeland Pakistan. It was like a dream, i knew the life i live here is totally opposite to how i live in Pakistan but it didnt take me long to adjust. But what goes up must come down. Finally i had to come back to South Africa, i tried my best to make a living in Pakistan but i just could'nt, tried to find a good employment in Dubai as well but all my connections turned me down. My happiness and sadness, my success and loss has one thing in common, that is loneliness. I have always felt lonely and very insecure even if surrounded by so-called self-proclamed best mates. Deep inside i knew that what i have and and what i will have is only because of my parents prayers and by Allah's grace. Noone and i mean no one will help you when you are down but your parents especially mother. When dayz are friends are few. I have still got a very long way to go in life, i want to be something, i admit i should have studied further, when i saw young indivisuals doing masters in certain fields, i kinda looked in the mirror and said to myself, loser. I believe i can stil do something, but i just dont know what, i dont have any sources anymore, dad is not even talking to me, that i'll shed some light on it some other time, yea he isnt talking to me since i returned from Pakistan. By the way, something very interesting, i went to Pakistan on the valentines day and got back on my birthday. So i was talking about sources, sources are like tools, if handled cleverly, can be very useful, i think at this very moment my biggest tool is the internet. I usually spend about 3-4 hours per day on internet, doing nothing so important. Going on social sites and messing about, etc, etc. In Pakistan i never even watched t.v or used so much internet, i used to sleep at 1-2am and wake up at 9-10am, never ate on time, i felt that life there was very hectic and fast. Everything there was like had to move, people never stopped, sorry to say but Pakistanis are very rude, when you smile at them they never smile back, they love to stare at you if your are an alien from mars, they love to fight, they are very merciless, dishonest, they show no care to children or poors, they are not social friendly. They love to follow their local leaders or mullahs blindly, not doing their own research in search of betterment or truth. But again, five fingers are not same, there were some good people as well.
Trip to Pakistan was fun. I still miss it.
Anyways, so many things happened, my eyes are still full of some wonderful sights of the wonderful country, my homeland Pakistan. It was like a dream, i knew the life i live here is totally opposite to how i live in Pakistan but it didnt take me long to adjust. But what goes up must come down. Finally i had to come back to South Africa, i tried my best to make a living in Pakistan but i just could'nt, tried to find a good employment in Dubai as well but all my connections turned me down. My happiness and sadness, my success and loss has one thing in common, that is loneliness. I have always felt lonely and very insecure even if surrounded by so-called self-proclamed best mates. Deep inside i knew that what i have and and what i will have is only because of my parents prayers and by Allah's grace. Noone and i mean no one will help you when you are down but your parents especially mother. When dayz are friends are few. I have still got a very long way to go in life, i want to be something, i admit i should have studied further, when i saw young indivisuals doing masters in certain fields, i kinda looked in the mirror and said to myself, loser. I believe i can stil do something, but i just dont know what, i dont have any sources anymore, dad is not even talking to me, that i'll shed some light on it some other time, yea he isnt talking to me since i returned from Pakistan. By the way, something very interesting, i went to Pakistan on the valentines day and got back on my birthday. So i was talking about sources, sources are like tools, if handled cleverly, can be very useful, i think at this very moment my biggest tool is the internet. I usually spend about 3-4 hours per day on internet, doing nothing so important. Going on social sites and messing about, etc, etc. In Pakistan i never even watched t.v or used so much internet, i used to sleep at 1-2am and wake up at 9-10am, never ate on time, i felt that life there was very hectic and fast. Everything there was like had to move, people never stopped, sorry to say but Pakistanis are very rude, when you smile at them they never smile back, they love to stare at you if your are an alien from mars, they love to fight, they are very merciless, dishonest, they show no care to children or poors, they are not social friendly. They love to follow their local leaders or mullahs blindly, not doing their own research in search of betterment or truth. But again, five fingers are not same, there were some good people as well.
Trip to Pakistan was fun. I still miss it.
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