Bad News...

okay i might not post anymore, phone slipped off my hands and kinda got damaged, have to send it in for repair, the keypad is so stiff and makes it almost impossible to write..
On the other hand im not allowed to use computer....

Cloudy dayz....

Our love flown,completely faded,
now my life’s all gloomy, forever shaded…
just as the sun breaks,through my cloudy sky,
I think of u, den the heavens cry…
Overcome by a storm, tears falling like da rain ,
didn’t think it would be like dis ,not to dis day…
In time I thought - i’d see a brighter day,
but dis cloud hangs over me & wont go away…
It follows me everywhere I go,
bringing rumbles of thunder, as thoughts of U flow…
This cloud isn’t seasonal, its not like the weather,
It will be with me for as long as - We are not together...

Most powerful women in the world....

Angela Dorothea Merkel
Chancellor of Germany
Age: 54

Indra Nooyi
CEO, Pepsi
Age: 50

Sheila C. Bair
Chairperson of the U.S. Federal Deposit Insurance Corporation
Age: 55

Condoleezza Rice
United States Secretary of State
Age: 54

Anne Lauvergeon
French businesswoman, President of Areva
Age: 49

Safra Catz
President and CFO Oracle
Age: 59

Angela Braly
President and CEO WellPoint
Age: 46

Anne Mulcahy
Chairman and CEO, Xerox
Age: 53

Meg Whitman
CEO and President , eBay
Age: 50

Irene Rosenfeld
CEO, Kraft Foods
Age: 52

Oprah Winfrey
Chairman, Harpo Inc.
Age: 52

Susan Arnold
Vice Chair, Beauty and Health, Procter & Gamble
Age: 52

Christine Poon
Vice Chairman, Worldwide Chairman, Medicines and Nutritionals Group, Johnson & Johnson
Age: 53

Anne Sweeney
Co-Chair, Disney Media Networks
President , Disney–ABC Television Group
Age: 48

Ann Livermore
EVP, Technology Solutions Group , Hewlett-Packard
Age: 48

Ann Moore
Chairman and CEO, Time Inc.
Age: 56

Ginni Rometty
SVP, Global Business Services, IBM
Age: 49

Mary Minnick
EVP; President of Marketing, Strategy, and Innovation, Coca-Cola
Age: 46

Amy Pascal
Co-Chairman, Sony Pictures Entertainment, Sony
Age: 48

Susan Decker
CFO Yahoo!
Age: 43

Christina Gold
CEO, Western Union
Age: 59

Stacey Snider
CEO, DreamWorks SKG, Viacom
Age: 45

The power of words/text:Buried desires...

I feel like talking. I wish i had someone to talk to, someone to chill with, someone to share something with, someone to see through this facade. Shared joy is double joy and shared sorrow is half sorrow. Anyone? Noone? Ok. So my boring blog, i therefore turn to you, writing this using a keypad with 26 alphabets, if put in a sequence they are called texts, trying to feel better. But text is very powerful, powerful enough, powerful enough to describe my feelings, powerful enough to play with feelings. Text are words and words never ever die. Im not talkative. Im one of the quitest persons u'll ever come across but when i talk i can scream. Im loud so that everyone can hear me, hearing is useless without observing, a lecturer, debater, speech giver is useless and makes no sense if he cant portray a picture in his words, if he cant let his listeners observe him, if he cant paint the picture...
There are two sides of me, one im having now at present, the other one i left in Pakistan. I dont think i've changed, this is how i am here, you can put the blame on time. Im stranger to myself, im in search of my other side...
I might moan and try to be unhappy but this is not real me, its my this side's fault, happier and sad side. One day i hope i finally merge myself into one, one Ammar, physical one, and then flush all my negativeness, sorrows down the drain instead of writing them here like a looser on the vast space of nothingness....
Meanwhile i can only pray for those times to come...

Its raining...

It started with drizzle... fine rain drops falling, touching my room's window... Couldnt resist, opened the window... trying to catch some raindrops, they fell on my palm like some diamonds from the sky. Then it started to rain heavily, very heavily, it started to pour, raining cats and dogs. Heard loud thunders. I always said that i hate rain because it makes me sad, but its not true, rain is a blessing, i love rain, but it still makes me sad, it brings back lots of memories.

There are 43 million handsets in South Africa, of 49 million people....

According to BBC....

95% of the South Africans own cellphones... wow...
About 30 million messages are sent every day in South Africa...
There are currently six million people living with HIV/AIDS in South Africa...
Project Masiluleke will send one million free text messages a day to push people to be tested and treated...



SOURCE: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/7688268.stm

Nearly got arrested....

At 9:45pm! I forgot to buy the bread... and all the shops were closed (because it was late), so i had to rush to the gas station.. i drove at 150 kmph, didn't stop at stop signs.. then a police car passed me on the other road, then i saw from the rear view that 2 police cars are chasing me... i didn't stop... they chased me for few mins then i slowed down...
3 officers jumped out, pointed a gun at me telling me to step out... they wanted to arrest me and take me to police station but after recognizing me... they left me with a warning.... i apologized....
It was fun.. but scary at the same time...Scary, not because i was scared of police but because i forgot to buy the bread n dad would've kicked my butt... and if he finds out how i drive.. I'd have to walk for the whole year...
SA police is very strict.... they follow shoot-to-kill policy because SA has the highest rates of crime in the world...
Had i not stopped for 30 more seconds, i would find helicopters chasing me...

Never mess with cops...

This is Bullcrap....

WTF! all of a sudden im unable to upload pics.... WHAT on earth is wrong with this blogger??

America going bankrupt...

The world's so-called best country is falling....

I wonder how muslims in Amreeka feel when their tax dollars are funding the war on terrorism which is killing innocent muslims around the world... one muslim indirectly killing another?
America is the greatest enemy of Islam....

Bottom line: The Debt Crisis Is Now the Greatest Threat to the American Republic...

When im bored... i draw...

well!!! i was bored at work..

Hot day....

Free bird, but prefers to stay here. It was very hot day.

Don't tell me....

Don't tell me the sky's the limit when the stars are up above;
Don't tell me like is all there is when in my heart there's love;
Don't tell me there's things that i can't be, there's nothing i can't do;
Don't tell me that i won't succeed, I'm not another YOU...

OMG!!!! OMG!!!!! i can now upload pics..........

wowwwwwww!!!!

thanx to Samsung Omnia...

NOW EVERYONE! FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELTS.... YOU ARE ON A RIDE OF YOUR LIFETIME....
THIS IS BLOG IS ABOUT TO GET VERY EXCITING....

P.S: I'll edit some of the previous and old posts, gotta add some pics...

1 week....

Everyday without you is like night... its very very dark....
cuz you are my sunshine....
1 week went like 100 years... like a century....

our love will never ever fade....

:(

Bought a new phone....

Samsung Omnia...

nice phone, .. internet is fastest ever...
it'll be fun to blog....

gonna get an apple iphone soon....

and i still cant upload photos on this site...

450 dayz & counting...

Let the countdown begin...

450 dayz...

Missing you so much...

:-(
missing you like desert misses rain...

Never play with fire... & look inside an ocean...

Never play with fire... u'll always end up burnt... I think fire is blind, fire cant see, fire is wild, aggressive, fire doesnt care, it'll burn u no matter who you are... no matter what you are...
Have you ever looked deep inside an ocean? small fishes never ever threaten or challenge big fishes....

ahh that made me feel better...

King vs Queen

No king rules forever... and Queen is not the end of the fancy moves... (in chess) the game/chess can still go on without queen in it, so queen is just a pawn with bunch of fancy moves... But when king faces check mate, thats when it is over....

Mission: Part 3

I was told not to accompany the cops since they did not want any civilian involved. They stormed the house, caught the guy. Took him to police station, started to interogate him. He mentioned some other names, he was part of a huge group. In few hours police had detained 5 suspects. All of them admitted of being selling stolen goods and committing street crimes. But still we had not found those two, who performed that armed robbery. During late nights we were called to police station for identity parade, to identify those two guys. But till now police has failed to nab them.
and the search goes on...

Mission: Part 2

This sunday, my cousin Mani did something against my will.. something very bad.... something that i dont even wanna mention here.. the consequences of those things were, one of the shop workers (who was riding my brother's bike) fell hard, got injured and the bike was badly damaged, other consequence, my dad got robbed.... hope he learns from his mistakes... since he promised me he would never do that again...
Today at 6am my boys, (i gave them duty to check out the areas and streets at night) told me that they saw those 2 robbers walking on the street, leaving the town, with them was another notorious guy (we knew him and he was already the prime suspect). We went to the police station at 11am, this time i went to the police commissioner, at first i told him of the behavior of the other police men, had they searched the house last night, we could have caught them, he asked for their names and filed a complaint against them.
Then we told him about that guy, gave him his address, and how we saw him walking with those robbers.
At 12am a CID team arrived at my dad's shop, to check for the fingerprints, footprints, dog units and DNA test... but they didn't found much evidence....
The whole day we were spying and keeping an eye on that one guy... not letting out of our sight...
At 5pm, a very special task force and massive police team was set up by the commissioner, the police at around 5:30pm stormed the house, there were 7 police cars packed with 19 cops....

Mission: Part 1

So i got back home, took dad to the clinic at around 12am, dropped him at home. Then i called some of my good friends, told them about what had happened. Asked dad the permission to go out at dead late, met my friends, there was this eye-witness who saw that robbers after this armed robbery looked very calm and didn't panic and walked very slowly outta shop. The way he described that appearance of the robbers to my friends and the foot prints. Surprisingly the people who lived just next door to my dad's shop were already notorious. After doing much research and investigation at 2am, it was found that those guys are hiding in a room. We were near that room but were scared to approach since those guys had guns. We went to the police station, informed them and told to go with us, i think they were all sleepy and they didn't want to help us and made rude and humorous remarks, until i threatened to take legal actions against them all. They sent 2 police cars with us, again we were near that house, now at this moment, i knew in my heart that anything can happen, there might be a big shoot-out between police and robbers. When we were near that house, i thought police would knock the door off and would get in but one of the police officers resisted and said its dangerous to get in the house like that, i told him this is the best chance, the suspects are hiding in. I could sense fear and silence, it was 2:30am. There were 4 policemen and 7 of my friends. We left the place, with no success... feeling disappointed at the police... they didn't help us.

Dad got robbed, nearly lost his life...

What a bad week...
Today the worst thing happened...
Dad was alone in his shop at around 9pm, the workers had knocked off. Two big back guys came in with guns, robbed him at gunpoint. Dad tried to fight back, one of guys hit him with gun's butt on his head and nearly shot him. Dad started to bleed. Those guys fled with lots of cash. Dad phoned me, i immeditely closed my shop and came to dad. Dad was still bleeding. I called police, the whole city's police arrived at the spot with lots of cars. Massive manhunt was launched. I was with police...

I'll write more.. too stressed to write anything now, i already have enough stress of other things... but this one is gonna be worst...

I swear im gonna get those punks... they cant just hurt my father and get away like that...

If you think life doesnt suck...

Think again...
Life sucks...

Im your angel....

I'll be your cloud up in the sky...
I'll be your shoulder when you cry...
I hear your voices when you call me...
I am your angel...
And when all hope is gone, I'm here...
No matter how far you are, I'm near...
It makes no difference who you are...
Im your angel...

I believe i can fly...

I believe i can fly...
I believe i can touch the sky...
I think about it every night and day...
Spread my wings and fly away...
I believe i can soar...
I see me running through that open door...
I believe i can fly...

u know why?

cuz i believe in me...

if i can see it, i can do it...
if i can see it, i can be it...
if i can dream it, i can turn it into reality...


dua goh,
Ali Ammar.

Blood...

Damn! Blood tastes like shit...

I think im dying...

Living in misery....
Living in pain...
We all have to settle in dust one day, the question is who'll settle in dust first... I can see my time is coming...

65 missed calls...

wow...

definitely a day to remember....

A Message for all the Muslims‏

When Hitler attacked the Jews I was not a Jew, therefore I was not concerned. And when Hitler attacked the Catholics, I was not a Catholic, and therefore, I was not concerned. And when Hitler attacked the unions and the industrialists, I was not a member of the unions and was not concerned. Then Hitler attacked me and the Protestant church - and there was nobody left to be concerned.

-- Pastor Martin Niemöller


USA persecuted the people of Iraq and Afghanistan one by one but the rest of Muslims Ummah didn't do much to put pressure on USA, as they themselves were not being targeted. Eventually USA might work his way through to every Muslim country (Allah forbid) and then there will be nobody left to look after those Muslim nations who were mere spectators up till that time. USA is eying Pakistan next. We still have time to learn from our past mistakes. We need to unite as one Ummah and stick up for each others, otherwise those who are mere observers now would find no friends in the end.

Let us try our level best, whatever is in our control to re-unite the ummah with our words and actions and pray to Allah (s.w.t) for success. May Allah (s.w.t) bless the Muslim Ummah with awareness, wisdom, unity and strength. May Allah (s.w.t) put barakah in our efforts.

Geo sucks and should be banned immediately

I have started to loathe this channel. It was good at start but now i think its getting too much, i loved geo not because they have pretty newscasters but because of their moderate coverage, full of technology. Im not arguing against journalists reporting news. Problem starts when these people try to portray their opinions as news. Their show Capital Talk is example of that. Inviting idiots and dishing out pro terrorist propaganda is not good for the country. GEO... they make it sound like as if country is on fire from end to end, and re-enforcing the image that Pakistan is about to fall apart or terrorists are about to take over the country. Before going to Pakistan geo really scarred the heck out of me, i thought i wont come back alive, but it was totally opposite. White folks around here watch geo and think that condition in Pakistan is worst then that in Iraq. Geo has made Pakistan unstable.
QUESTIONS GEO CANNOT ANSWER:
Why does GEO focus on creating chaos and general discontent?
Why does it act like an instrument of an political party?
Why does Geo behave like the arm of a foreign force?
Why did Geo deliberately broadcast false bad news about the economy when the stock market was booming?
What hand did Geo play in scaring the foreign investors away from Pakistan?
Why did Geo repeat the false news about the growth figures which led to the crash of the stock market?
Why does Geo show wrong Pakistani maps?
Why does Geo almost never cover the insurgencies in India?
Why is Geo so infatuated with Anti-Pakistan Bollywood films?
Why is Geo bent upon creating a “Indianization” of Pakistan?
Why does Geo pay so much attention to Bollywood?
Why does Geo show dead bodies?

GEO supports talibans, talibans are terrorists. Hamid Mirs will keep on glorifying tribals. Poor thing doesn't know that Taliban if they come to power in Pakistan (Allah na kare) would first destroy his dish, and then hang him upside down until he grows a beard and wears an ankle high shalwar. Today taliban killed two traffic cops in Swat area. I mean you have to be the most cruel person on earth to kill an unarmed traffic cop. Taliban are out their to destroy Pakistan all the name of Islam. Terrorists outfits should not be allowed to give their version of story when they blow up a building or slaughter a hostage to justifying their crimes, and that is exactly what the Geo & clowns like Hamid Mir are doing. By spreading the army-killing-innocent-civilians word, they're only adding more fuel to the already beyond controlling point fire. They're creating terrorist sympathizers. Hardly ever Kamran Khan, Hamid Mir or other hosts talk about anything positive. It is always like Pakistan is about to fall apart where India is about to become a super power. Geo had overseas Pakistanis really worried about Pakistan.....

Chinese: life after death...

One of the chinese guy started teasing my culture... while he was on his way to his church...
I asked, do u believe in life after death?
He said no
I said, make fun of my culture and find out if there is life after death...
If there is no life after death, no God, no punishment from God, no judgement day, etc then why do u go to church?

Chinese guy disappeared....

One brain can change the world... just one brain...

Im mad at people, im angry with them but my fight is not with people, my argument is not with people, its with the system. On Eid day i met a jew at a supermarket, we got into religious conversation, peaceful one, upon asking why is he a jew, he answered me, its because my parents were jewish, so am i. I hate groups, why, because they always talk non-sense and crap in groups. Our minds are set, our concerns are mindset. Our attitude sucks. We are forced to believe in things. We always swallow what our people have been pushing down our throat. Gist of my post is, we are losers, in this world and hereafter.
Lets analyze:
In this world, we are never trouble-free. Always stuck, always feeling low and gloomy. Money became our sustainer, our rabb.
Hereafter: The world is a test, im failing it. We are gonna face consequences of what we did here.
Our excuse: Everyone is doing it, why not me. Lets do it now i wont do it again.
Loosers we are...
I don't think i can change the world, but i can spark many brains that will change the world, i can create awareness that we people are wrong. Alhamdulillah, so far i have succeeded, plenty people are giving up their evil deeds....
Im writing this because today for the 1st time, i think i did achieve something. One of the dude i knew who had been drinking regularly, stopped drinking after lil lecture of mine. I told him about this mother of all evils, spiritually and physically, sideeffects and disadvantages, Islamically and wordly. He promised that he'll never drink or commit adultery again. His mind was changed. Thats what im talking about, cant change the whole world, but one brain at a time. Previously i changed many people, guidance comes from Allah, i was just a source or mean. Now those people have become sources of others... Its a MUST to invite people to truth. The people i converted to Islam had never heard of the word Islam ever before. They were like some lost sheeps with no shepherd. On the day of judgement when they are about to be thrown in hell. They'll say oh Allah, what was Islam, we did not know, no one told us, we drank, we committee evil sins, no one stopped us, whats our fault. Then Allah will throw those muslims who did not deliver Allah's kalima to others. We'll not enter paradise because we did not stop the bad things happening around us.

Eid Mubarak....

What a boring eid that was. Woke up at 5, prepared, went to read eid salaa t 70km away... in a lil indian community suburb, saw loads of smiling faces, huggings n stuff. Got back, went to work, came home and slept....

oh by the way.. there was only one special person who sent me an eid mubarak text... and was been there with my all the time... never left me alone.. even though we were thousands of miles apart... :~)