Tears...

Suicidal Thoughts...

One of my fav songs...

Suicidal Thoughts

When I die, stuff it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of junk, it ain't hard to freakin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict scale
No sleepin' all day, no having fun
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise
Stuff that thing, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
I wonder if I died, would tears come to your eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this life
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull it
And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless buddah head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't even think
I can't believe suicide's on my freakin' mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is callin' me
Nah you wouldn't understand
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in Beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
I reach my peak, I can't speak,
I'm sick of ppl lyin', I'm sick of ppl hawkin',
matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'.........

Pakistanis got what they deserve...

Lets bad-mouth something...
No offence to anyone...
DONT READ IF YOU CANT CONTROL YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE IM DISHING OUT WHAT I CAN TAKE...
Constructed criticism is good for health afterall...
Pakistan got the chor Zardari, the man who once said that while changing the constitution that constitution is not the word of Quran and Hadees that cannot be changed. Not realising that the oath of constitution is taken on Quran and Hadeez. So Pakistan deserves him...
Pakistanis voted for his party Pee Pee Pee, so why moan now...

Most of us have never thought of a 'change' in our lives...
We have failed to produce an intellectual being in decades...
We have never been to our neighbours who had not had food for days and slept hungry...
We think money can buy love and happiness...
So Pakistan deserves everything happening...
We need a 'change'...
Life is way too short...

One day u'll realise, i was right...

I know im trying to sell mirrors to blind people. But one day hopefully they will realize that i was right...
I hate living away from my family, i know im right.
One of my friends, who is a doctor, told me that a son cant live away from his mother...
One of my friends, who is like my elder muslimah sister, with vast knowledge of Islam, told me that when a boy gets depressed about things like these, home sick, starts missing his loved ones, he should immediately get married...
I hate pardes, i know im right...
I DARE anyone to argue with me on this or disagree with me and prove me wrong, i dare anyone is this world... I know im right, and if im right then i'll fight for what i believe in...
So one day... I'll be gone... my existance will fade then you'll realize...
Bottom line: You can take the horse to river but you cant force him to drink water...

Not talking to anyone...

Im not talking to anyone. Be it ANYONE... I've slammed my door at the world... My heart has got nothing but hatred towards this world...
So everyone puhleeez, leave me the heck alone...
This world is bullshit... Screw it...
I wonder when will i be happy... Its not funny...

Ah...! that made me feel better.... Thankyou...

What i drew at work today....

My scanner couldnt scan the full page....

Why so serious?

Why are some people always so serious? They need to put a smile on their face.... if they cant, then someone needs to carve a smile (with a knife) on their face.... so that they smile forever and permanently.... even when they are serious...

Let me introduce to my fictional character.... called The Joker....
the guy who never smiled until i had to carve a smile on his face with a knife...

And you know the only sensible way to live in this world is without rules...

When i grow old...

hmmm....

Man vs Woman

Back in action....

Step aside...

Guess who's back...