A beautiful dua...

وما توفيقي الا بالله

"Wama tawfiqi illa billah"

"and my success comes only from God"

Caught with a celebrity

**GONE**

Loneliness

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Heartbroken (once again)

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28th June 2007 (my b'day)

Today is my official birthday. Dont be surprised. It was nothing special. It was a normal day, boring as ever. Imagine your own mother and father not wishing you on your birthday, perhaps they forgot, but i mean, come on, how could they? Anyways! dont even get me started on that one.

Fu*k tha world. Part 1...

Right now my biggest wish is to show u how i feel inside. Im more then mad at everyone i know, fu** dis moron n cruel world, this world has given me nothing but pain, misery, stress. I hate everyone, everyone, even my self. Im nothing but a jerk because i trusted wrong people at a wrong time. Its been more then 3 weeks without talking to my mom, i don't miss her, she didn't even bother to call me too. Who cares? So i hate everything about this world, everything just irritates me, everything just pisses me off. I feel like killing myself because i cant take no more. I have no hope n patience left in me. Everything is down the drain. I work my butt off without being appreciated, i feel so ashamed of myself because i have been usually called a useless ape and zero. Im so mad right now that i could kill someone or rip myself apart....

Murdering my wishes..

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Walking through life unnoticed ...

Have u ever noticed or realised that you are walking through life unnoticed....?

♥♥♥ Dreamz of Ammar ♥♥♥

Salam / peace....

AN INTRODUCTION

This is my official blog, I'll be expressing n enjoying my freedom of speech, I'll be writing my truest feeling, my truest and darkest thoughts. Most of all my dreamz. Everyone has some dreamz, there is not even one human on this planet without any dreamz in his/her heart. Dreamz are the best place to be, in dreamz you can do whats impossible to even imagine in reality. And the only place where i feel alive is in my dreamz...
I believe in my dreamz, they mean alot to me. I am a dreamer, thats what i do...
So this is my story, this is my blog, a story about love, hatred, frustration, redemption and love..

oh by the way, have I mentioned that this blog is hidden and no one is allowed to read it?

[EDIT: THE BLOG IS NOW OPEN TO GENERAL PUBLIC]

Love...
Ali Ammar ♥