Fu*k tha world. Part 1...

Right now my biggest wish is to show u how i feel inside. Im more then mad at everyone i know, fu** dis moron n cruel world, this world has given me nothing but pain, misery, stress. I hate everyone, everyone, even my self. Im nothing but a jerk because i trusted wrong people at a wrong time. Its been more then 3 weeks without talking to my mom, i don't miss her, she didn't even bother to call me too. Who cares? So i hate everything about this world, everything just irritates me, everything just pisses me off. I feel like killing myself because i cant take no more. I have no hope n patience left in me. Everything is down the drain. I work my butt off without being appreciated, i feel so ashamed of myself because i have been usually called a useless ape and zero. Im so mad right now that i could kill someone or rip myself apart....