Bruce Lee

Enjoy your life..

This is the best book i have read in recent years, i have been reading it for about more than a year now and still cant stop thinking of it. Written beautifully by a talented Saudi Arabian scholar Dr Al-Arifi, the book takes you on a journey of life, pages after pages, the excitement never stops, it has everything of life from A to Z..... This book teaches the true meaning of life, full of fun, enjoyable, readable. Infact it was such a hit that it has now been translated into various languages. Its a must have for all the whiners like me whining and complaining about life.
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Friend of Allah (S.W.T)

Hazrat Ibrahim (a.s): O' believer of Allah, with whose permission have you entered my house ?
Stranger: With the permission of the real owner of this house. I am the angel of death sent by Allah (swt) to inform you about the person whom Allah (swt) has selected as the "Friend of Allah" (Khalil-ullah). 

Ibrahim (a.s.): Do let me know who that saint is. I swear by Allah, which ever part of the world he lives in, I would definitely go there and meet him. Then, I would spend my whole life in his feet (serving him). 
The angel of death: You yourself are that person. 

Ibrahim (a.s): Is it true ?! Am I that person ? 
Angel of death: Yes. 

Ibrahim (a.s): Could you tell me on what basis did Allah (swt) select me as his KHALIL (friend) ? (Out of all)
Angel: Because you always keep giving everyone, but yourself never ask anyone for anything.

From that day onwards the heart of Hazrat Ibrahim (a.s.) got filled with so much fear of Allah (swt) that people near him used to hear the sound of his heart beat (similar to the sound that is created by the wings of flying birds)

[Tafsir-ibn-e-kathir volume 1, page 644]

When the angel of death informed him (a.s) that he is going to take away his life. Ibrahim (a.s) said: Ask Allah (swt), Is it possible that a friend takes away the life of a friend ? The angel went away and came back with Allah's (swt) REPLY: Is it possible that a friend dislike meeting his friend ? Ibrahim (a.s) shivered and agreed to prepare for the journey of meeting his FRIEND (ALLAH (SWT).

An encounter with life....

This story was told by one of my friends....

I can never forget that stormy night in Turkey. As I hurried out of a shop, the same corn seller with torn clothes stood in the rain & as usual being ignored. Quietly, he watched families enjoy, laugh, buy expensive clothes, eat food & enter expensive cars. I asked him for a corn. Confused, he paused for a second and quickly looked into my eyes, as if I would leave if he tells me a higher price. Humbly he said, "1.5 lira". As I said "ok", his face glowed with an innocent smile, happy that I didn't ask him to reduce the price. That smile would have healed the heart that was wounded in the past after seeing the sight of people in a shinny air conditioned car insisting him under a scorching sun to give them 3 corns for 1 lira, and he sadly accepting it after realizing that they would leave if he didn't accept it. They would waste hundreds on useless fun, but never give him a bit extra then he asks for.One of them told me that he never saw his parents and grew up in a mess. I swear that I would have been in worst condition had my parents not drummed the importance of education into my mind.

Here In Jeddah, I have met many foreigners taxi drivers, waiters, car cleaners...etc. who haven't seen their families for years. They were persuaded & shown false bright future in KSA and now they are sinking under the heavy loan written against their name. These slaves don't have any rights. A false case can put them in jail for life. 20 hours of intense work, inhuman salaries, sleepless nights, severe headaches, facing insulting behavior and other sufferings are their common problems. They don't know, but I know why there is always a satisfied look on their face and a tense look on mine. Because, after death, it would be my turn to sweat hard for justifying each and every bit of my possession, how I got it, and where did I "prefer" to spend it. But they don't have anything to be questioned for. They have logical excuses for not praying, fasting, giving charity,...etc. but the angels of punishment won't show any mercy for me...

World's worst husband....

On this day, i pronounce myself as the world's worst husband....

Last breath...

why i hurt myself?

hmm...

I miss the comfort of being sad....

Better dayz...

In the name of Allah, the most beneficient, the most merciful....

So people! Obviously im very excited.

here we go, the better dayz have come for good... At this very moment, my wife and my daughter are sitting right behind me. It was a very long journey.... Finally.
So its like, she came outta airport and we met and kissed my daughter. She has grown up. I couldnt stop starring at my wife, my jasmine, my angel, my best friend. I really and truly appreciate her coming for me. Now we have promised to stay together forever. She is so happy being with me again....

Ya Allah tera shukar hai....

Time to celebrate and make the most of my life now.... and haterz gonna hate...

Det gør ondt. Du må ikke gå

Det gør ondt. Du må ikke gå

6 days to go...

The countdown officially begins....

6 days to go.....

before my wifey comes back to me...

These 6 days are gonna be like 6 centuries.... :(

Tears...

Trying to maintain....

I have been using antidepressant pills like Citalopram for past few month... As per my post below i've been very depressed for the last couple of days so i went to see a psychologist, and he not only doubled my Citalopram dose but also gave me another strong antidepressant pill Prodorol, its very effective... Just trying to maintain. See what they do to my brain. So im officially on psychiatric medications.

Whats wrong with me?

I have just gone completely mad.... I've realized the fact that i cant live without a family... I used to eat roti made by my wife or mother but today i tried eating bread and it got stuck down my throat, i couldnt even swallow it. Then i dunno why im so upset today, dad is not around and i dont feel like sitting in the shop, my mind is spinning, its like about to burst, i think i must take some time out and go and see a doctor. My life is just messed up. I wanna be close to my family but i cant. I called my mom and got mad at her because she doesnt want to join me in SA, she is very happy in Pakistan. So i told her that i wanna come to Pakistan, she said its up to my dad to decide. So like yeah, im just messed up today.... I dunno why.... Im in such a bad mood. I dont remember having this sorta feeling before, its all my fault, i dont blame anyone. I even feel like committing a suicide, but i cant because its against my religion.... but i know im dead inside, im just worthless piece of junk....

How to save a bullet...

Coming back!

After a long long delay and i will officially turn back to my blog.

FEW HIGHLIGHTS OF MY LIFE.

Got married.
Brought my mother and wife to SA.
Had fun.
Baby daughter born on September 06.
Wife & Mom going back on October 29 :( :( :(

Thesis on Psychology

Crazy idea, i know. I am hereby officially starting a thesis based on Social Psychology. To be honest, i dont even know what the word thesis really means, english is not my mother-tongue, i've never been to college and dont even know what a university looks like inside. I've not studied any text book, not researched, not read anything related to psychology because then i'll not only be inspired but will also steal the extract. So here i start.
Social Psychology.
1) Tolerance
Behaviour

Thesis on Psychology

Crazy idea, i know. I am hereby officially starting a thesis based on Social Psychology. To be honest, i dont even know what the word thesis really means, english is not my mother-tongue, i've never been to college and dont even know what a university looks like inside. I've not studied any text book, not researched, not read anything related to psychology because then i'll not only be inspired but will also steal the extract. So here i start.
Social Psychology.
1) Tolerance
Behaviour