Better dayz...

In the name of Allah, the most beneficient, the most merciful....

So people! Obviously im very excited.

here we go, the better dayz have come for good... At this very moment, my wife and my daughter are sitting right behind me. It was a very long journey.... Finally.
So its like, she came outta airport and we met and kissed my daughter. She has grown up. I couldnt stop starring at my wife, my jasmine, my angel, my best friend. I really and truly appreciate her coming for me. Now we have promised to stay together forever. She is so happy being with me again....

Ya Allah tera shukar hai....

Time to celebrate and make the most of my life now.... and haterz gonna hate...

Det gør ondt. Du må ikke gå

Det gør ondt. Du må ikke gå

6 days to go...

The countdown officially begins....

6 days to go.....

before my wifey comes back to me...

These 6 days are gonna be like 6 centuries.... :(

Tears...

Trying to maintain....

I have been using antidepressant pills like Citalopram for past few month... As per my post below i've been very depressed for the last couple of days so i went to see a psychologist, and he not only doubled my Citalopram dose but also gave me another strong antidepressant pill Prodorol, its very effective... Just trying to maintain. See what they do to my brain. So im officially on psychiatric medications.

Whats wrong with me?

I have just gone completely mad.... I've realized the fact that i cant live without a family... I used to eat roti made by my wife or mother but today i tried eating bread and it got stuck down my throat, i couldnt even swallow it. Then i dunno why im so upset today, dad is not around and i dont feel like sitting in the shop, my mind is spinning, its like about to burst, i think i must take some time out and go and see a doctor. My life is just messed up. I wanna be close to my family but i cant. I called my mom and got mad at her because she doesnt want to join me in SA, she is very happy in Pakistan. So i told her that i wanna come to Pakistan, she said its up to my dad to decide. So like yeah, im just messed up today.... I dunno why.... Im in such a bad mood. I dont remember having this sorta feeling before, its all my fault, i dont blame anyone. I even feel like committing a suicide, but i cant because its against my religion.... but i know im dead inside, im just worthless piece of junk....

How to save a bullet...