20 days to go...

10,000 years of non-stop torture and now only 20 days left before I free myself from myself. Okay it's not 10,000 years actually, they were only 10 days that I lived without my wife. But each second spent in her obscene is like an year.
I have stopped talking her so that I would divert my mind. It's hard.
I never felt this way before, ever. It's like if I was bewitched, there is nothing I can think of, besides her. There is nothing I see besides her. She is everywhere but I can only look. There is no me, without her...
I will keep posting here...