Easiest ways to commit suicide...

Today is the day I considered commiting suicide the most! Why wouldn't I? One reason to live?

I even googled the best ways to take my own life. There you go:

1) Hanging

2) Drowning

3) Cutting my wrist

4) Sleeping pills

5) Run over by a car

Number 4 sound the easiest, quickest and least painful. Enough of this bullshit, I resign from life. Thought of it several times again. Mind and heart both refused to carry on taking this pain and agreed with my decision as I cannot foresee any progress. Finally, I made up mind, drove to a pharmacy to get alot of sleeping pills, I don't wanna fail dying, and they were closed! Today was Sunday.

Next few days and weeks are very crucial, the hardest of all in my entire life. I will do stupid things and become worst! 

I quit...

Bye for now!!!